Wednesday, 7 August 2019

Pelbagai Warna

Seminit lalu ku ketawa girang
Bersama rakan ku menonton wayang
Lucu memikirkan gelagat orang
Menilai semula adegan tayangan

Saat ini amarah ku mendalam
Membuak-buak hilang kawalan
Suasana gembira menjadi suram
Rakan ku kesal teramat terkilan

Bukan hendak ku merubah tawa
Mengundang hampa dan keluhan sama
Yakinku kelak ada yang hilang
Berkurangan hingga ku tangis seorang

Cemented

Change is inevitable

"I'll show a different me."
I made a pact
A new beginning to a new surrounding
Abandoning the old me aside
As I returned, silence impending

"I'll change to a better me."
I took an oath
To start fresh with a blank canvas
With bright colours painted
When I visited, muscle hurt smiling

"I'll be the best version of me."
I roared
Silencing my old life to start anew
Snoozing on friends and isolating
Because I went back the same, to the corner of my bed

I kept on changing, but stayed the same.

Realiti

Seringkali, yang ku impi singgah
Nada lembut datang menyapa
Membuaiku ke alam indah

Seringkali, degupan ku semakin laju
Rancak mengejar girang tawamu
Semakin hampir semakin tenggelam

Seringkali, ku gigih berseloka
Salam dimulai memecah sepi
Ungkapan pertama dibalasnya mati

Seringkali, ku tekun memetik bunyi
Harap kemudian disambut riang
Namun tamparan nyata dipersembahkan

Seringkali, jiwaku gugur ke bumi
Merenung nasibku bak roda telefon
Berputar separuh kembali ke titik asli