Sufian Suhaimi - Di Matamu

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A song about a guy with past relationships that made his current love doubtful of him. The guy had a past of several relationships and unfortunately, his previous self became the object of dissatisfaction from his current love's point of view.

A sad song of not being able to forgive a person's past life. Enjoy,

Di Matamu - In Your Eyes

Malay - English

Monologue:

Setiap apa yang kita impikan
Tak semua menjadi kenyataan
Hiduplah dalam kebenaran
Kenyataan akan lebih jujur dari penantian

Everything that we dream of

Aren't always the reality

Let's live in the truth

For it (reality) is truer than waiting

Song starts:

Apakah kau cuba untuk menafikan
Keikhlasan hatiku padamu
Betapa ku mencuba
Mendapatkan secebis kasih mu

Are you trying to deny

My honest feelings towards you?

How I tried

To get a piece of your love

Apakah kau tak mampu untuk menentukan
Di antara kaca dan permata
Betapa telahan mu
Memaksa ku mengundurkan diri

Are you unable to decide

between a glass and a gem?

How your suspicions

Forced me to withdraw

Dan tak seharusnya aku
Bertemu dirimu di dunia ini
Dan kau membuang diriku sesuka hati mu
Dan memilih dia
Dan ku tersandar begini
Meratapi hati yang telah dilukai
Aku sedar betapa hinanya
Ku di matamu

And I'm not supposed to

meet you here (in this world)

And you pushed me away as you pleases

And choosed him

And here I am

Weeping a broken heart

I realised how disgraceful I am

In your eyes

Namun jika ku diperlukan, dan diterima
Izinkan ku menagih kasihmu
Namun jika ku ditolak, tak diperlukan
Buang segala tentang ku

But if I'm needed and accepted

Let me have your love

But if I'm rejected and unwanted

Erase everything of me

Dan tak seharusnya aku
Bertemu dirimu di dunia ini
Dan kau membuang diriku sesuka hatimu
Dan memilih dia
Dan ku tersandar begini
Meratapi hati yang telah dilukai
Aku sedar betapa hinanya
Ku di matamu

And I'm not supposed

to meet you here (in this world)

And you throw me away as you pleases

And chooses him

And here I am

Weeping a broken heart

I realised how disgraceful I am

In your eyes

Disclaimer:
Video from YouTube. I do not own the video or lyrics of the original song.
Malay lyrics from: https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/sufiansuhaimi/dimatamu.html