Falling

People stumble and fall
When they fall,
they fall hard.
They bleed
They feel the pain
Their wound hurts
But soon it dries up.
Building a hard layer of defence around it.

Am I not 'people' ?
Am I better ?
Or am I worse ?

I stumble though I don't fall
But still I bleed
And still I feel the pain
Different, probably
Different, indeed.
The wounds never dry up
No layer of defence protecting me
Just a bigger wound
every stumbling.

But never falling.



Because sometimes it feels better to fall.
Another late night inspiration :)

Thank you for reading!

Akim and The Majistret - Potret

I've seen several comments on YouTube regarding a Malaysian band from people outside of Malaysia.
I tried to translate a this one song for you music lovers out there!
I believe language is not a limit for beautiful songs :)
Enjoy !

Sayounara

How many more tears shall I shed?
For enough is what I had.
How many more sighs shall I blow?
Till I learn to let go.
How many more days shall I wept?
For the pains I kept.

Life is indeed a brief candle
But what if I buy a lamp?
Life is like a worn out sandle
It lasts only temp.

Time
so much similarity
with you.
For time
is ticking away
like you.


I tried to rhyme this time >.<''
Hope you like it !

Heavy

Dried leaves,
they fall to the ground,
out of water,
out of oxygen.
So light,
blown by the wind.
So light and warm.

Dried mind,
empty echos of you,
out of water,
out of oxygen.
No more tears,
barely breathing,
but why is it still heavy?

I'm still hanging on you
You're weighing me down
Together shall we sink
deeper, deeper
Below surface
my tears dissolve
I'm drowning
But you're not saving me.

As if tied to a stone,
So heavy.


Not really my greatest, but I believe that what comes out first is indeed the true meaning we want to share.

Enjoy!

Man-Made

I trusted you

"Ignore the talking."
She once said.
"He's a good man."
She once said.
"But all his lies."
They will say.
"Smile and pretend."
Her heart said.

"He's on it again."
They came one day.
"He's my friend."
She convinced.
"But its about you."
They said........

Days turned to months
Respects have long lost in their maze
Today, you walked up to her
Smiling, chatting so eagerly.
Then you turned your back
Grinning, you told it again
Ever so famous
Your own fairy tale.

*Dedicated to my friends, Ceyahhh and Chemyy. For whatever have had happen.

The One Should be Forgotten

There's a plot in my head
A time bomb in my hand
Insecurities all over
A pain in my chest.

There's a scene in my eyes
There's me crying
There's you standing still
Unmoved.

There's a prediction in my mind
A failure on the screen
Popcorns all over the floor
An empty cinema hall.

If,
If you were a movie
I'll play you all night long
Boxes of tissues on my side
A pillow absorbing my sounds.

If,
If you were truly a movie
I'll purchase you and watch you
Then I'll keep you in a box
Because you were after all
just a movie.



Dedicated to a friend of mine.

Aou_Pan.