Intan Payung - Apple of My Eye / Sweet Pumpkin
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Intan Payung - Apple of My Eye / Sweet Pumpkin
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does your heart shrinks
your oxygen depleted
gasping for air
does your nerves break down
suddenly anxious
on pins and needles
does your cheek flushes red
body heating up
feverish
does your teeth shows
smiling all the way up
like a maniac
because mine does
that's what you made me do
Dusta Cinta - The Lies of Love
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Words
are a mixture of letters
that made sounds when clumped together
creating spells both enchanting and poisonous
Words
are the melody I sang to You
so beautiful like a sprouting flower
blooming ever so healthily
only to realize the lack of fragrance
Words
that I poured out countless
hoping to be heard
are mere empty promises made
for actions, I don't partake
Loud coming out from the mouth
but silent for gestures unseen
Like visiting a war museum
The pictures so loud I feel the pain
Then I walked out the door
The exhibition has ended
It doesn't hurt like it used to
Like an itchy mosquito bite
Home remedy putting an 'X' across
Soon the urge subsides
Still there but scratch I need not
It doesn't hurt like it used to
Like taking anesthetic while delivering
Struggling, but pain is not felt
As the pain altered by the high
A new life is born out of it
Memories etched in every muscles I have
I swear, I have forgotten about you
I have kept you locked in a faraway place
I have behaved
Though my mind whispered, "Why not."
Every now and then your name comes up
I feel that tightness in my chest
That echo in my mind running loud
Loud but voiceless, soundless
Still it hurts
Wound from my fall left scars on my skin
but it no longer hurt or bleeds
It closes and dried up
Then why the you that I can't see
Lingers and pained me
Time heals all but memories
Seeping through my unconsciousness
Filling all cracks without fail
The smallest flame ignites
and I remember it all
Click here to read the Part I of the Do You? series or here for the Part III.
Physical pain versus memory that stabs me
every time I remember
and I do remember
just like I did before
I do it again
I used too dream the possibilities
of being the one you turn your head to
I was hopeful
but truth is not merciful
punched in the guts continuously
"Doing something repeatedly but hoping for a different ending,"
they called this insanity
guess I should be warded now
for I'm in pain
for I have done it again
What if one day I forget about you?
Completely with no residue
will peace finally visit me
or would it be the same
empty and void again?
In a parallel universe far from us
there is me and you
I hope we are strangers
because knowing you hurts
for I'm the one who remembers
Click here to read the Part II of the Do You? series or here for the Part III.