Toll Gate: A One Second Relationship

I hope my chip is broken

I hope my balance ran out

I can prolonged our conversation 

I can stay and wait for the technician 

Your love is like a highway toll

Reachable only at intersection 

A brief interaction 

Waiting till your next emergence

So I will stay in the city

And pay for those short distances 

Even breaking my feet pumping the brakes 

For you are worth more than a second 

2.0 The Fallout

This is the continuation of The Waiting Girl series (yes it took me a long ass time to upload it, I'm sorry).

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The silence is deafening.

I can't focus on anything 

It's too loud all I hear is you

But you're not talking 

You're not replying 

God knows if you're lying 

The absence is suffocating. 

Too many people crowding the room

Like a packed can of tomato sardines 

Squeezing in between to communicate 

Lonely despite these people 

Because none of them is you

The distance is widening. 

I listened to them and initiated 

Making the first move was never easy 

No, it didn't work

They were wrong, mistaken 

Now we started drifting, we're drifted 

Go Beyond, Together.

Can you fall

and get up unscathed?

Can you breathe underwater

and not drown?

Can you lie

and get away unnoticed?

Can you hold your breath

and not suffocate?

What if I can help you, 

are you willing to do what it takes?

***a metaphorical review of the drama series Extracurricular on Netflix. Hehehe enjoy! 

An Essential

Being the 'purpose' used to be great...

She wanted me

To accompany her

To join her lifestyle 

To be her Yes girl

To be her friend 

He needed me

For my brain was nice

Enough to feed him

To be a safe house 

A saviour when needed

I gave myself 

For you to be comfy

Finding your the one

Always there when needed

Stayed silent when not

She needed me too

Cause I listen

Cause I understand 

Thinking it'll do me justice 

by offering her ears too

You see I don't mind

Because I knew

And I accepted 

Because I liked

Being needed

But then you needed me

To complete a dream

Fulfilling your vision

Because I'm capable

Because I'm competent

I am still needed

but it hurts so much

that I am not wanted

not by your heart. 

It's Written in the Stars

It's a sea

full of sand

soft but coarse

falls, and you'll scratched. 

It's a sea

full of energy

waves crashing 

strong and powerful. 

It's a sea

full of life

of sunsets and rises

warm rays of light. 

It's a sea

it defeats and strangles us

it accompanies and comfort us

because it is

just what it is.