Vicariously

My rectangular box

Is so fancy

Shining with colour spectrum 

Bright red on the lips, 

electric blue and neon eyes

Matte finish or dewy finish

Flawless skin

A million Likes

My rectangular box

Is mesmerising 

Starry nights on a rooftop

Mountain covered in snow

Camels on barren desert 

Romantic sunsets

Lifelong trips

Gaining hearts and views 

My rectangular box

Is very edgy

Glowing with decorative bulbs 

Pretty art on lattes and whipped creams

Homemade cakes and cookies. 

Prices hitting the roof but it's okay, 

It's trendy

Locations shared

My rectangular box

Is so tiny

Stained with fingerprints 

From relentless zooming

and smashing of hearts

But as big as my palm, 

even smaller

Is what it made me feel

。。。

TRIGGERS WARNING:

Contains sensitive topic on death and suicidal intent. Please proceed with caution. 

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I dream of the End

In a car

moving or static

In the kitchen 

sharp or blunt objects 

On an empty street

crashed or burned 

No I don't 

I didn't dream of the End

I dreamt of ending

but there were just too many ways

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Please seek help for yourself or others around you with any symptoms of suicidal risks.