Seminit lalu ku ketawa girang
Bersama rakan ku menonton wayang
Lucu memikirkan gelagat orang
Menilai semula adegan tayangan
Saat ini amarah ku mendalam
Membuak-buak hilang kawalan
Suasana gembira menjadi suram
Rakan ku kesal teramat terkilan
Bukan hendak ku merubah tawa
Mengundang hampa dan keluhan sama
Yakinku kelak ada yang hilang
Berkurangan hingga ku tangis seorang
Change is inevitable
"I'll show a different me."
I made a pact
A new beginning to a new surrounding
Abandoning the old me aside
As I returned, silence impending
"I'll change to a better me."
I took an oath
To start fresh with a blank canvas
With bright colours painted
When I visited, muscle hurt smiling
"I'll be the best version of me."
I roared
Silencing my old life to start anew
Snoozing on friends and isolating
Because I went back the same, to the corner of my bed
I kept on changing, but stayed the same.
Seringkali, yang ku impi singgah
Nada lembut datang menyapa
Membuaiku ke alam indah
Seringkali, degupan ku semakin laju
Rancak mengejar girang tawamu
Semakin hampir semakin tenggelam
Seringkali, ku gigih berseloka
Salam dimulai memecah sepi
Ungkapan pertama dibalasnya mati
Seringkali, ku tekun memetik bunyi
Harap kemudian disambut riang
Namun tamparan nyata dipersembahkan
Seringkali, jiwaku gugur ke bumi
Merenung nasibku bak roda telefon
Berputar separuh kembali ke titik asli
I am a stagnant water
Collecting dust and rainwater
Level rising in this contained walls
Waiting to be released, to run free
Waiting for an overflow
I am a stagnant water
Collecting moss and unidentified creatures
Turning green, gross and grimy
Waiting to be cleaned, to be changed
Waiting to be thrown away
I am a stagnant water
People poke holes on my concrete walls
Building a running water system
Waiting for a cleaner liquid, oxygenated
Waiting for a salvation
Still I am a stagnant water
Long collected debris and dirt
Hand-in-had forming an alliance
Blocking the holes, blocking options
Blocking all hopes and solutions
I said something funny
A pat on the head
I did something wrong
A pat on the head
I was sad and angry
A pat on the head
I was extremely happy
A pat on the head
Also when I was joking around
A pat on the head
It's warm and it's heavy
But it sits perfectly
And I miss that
Your pat on my head
